Well, when you're limited to 200 mg of caffeine a day, and you max that out before lunch time, that doesn't leave a whole lot of room for late night productivity. Bottles of water and Naked Green Machine juices only keep you awake for so long (and usually that's only because you're over-hydrated and pregnant, and therefore visiting The Lou every 10 minutes).
Being our first pregnancy, I did not really have a lot of expectations other than getting fat and craving food. I did not anticipate what I would learn about myself when it comes to priorities. Right now, I am pretty overcommitted. This has also been my M.O. since well before eighth grade. I like to dabble in a little bit of everything. I am discovering, that without my caffeine friend, I am much, much, much less productive than I used to be. Even when I work constantly and don't save things for the last minute. This has been a harsh reality for me. After a few months of being so sad and having a hard time adjusting to the "new me" (which, let's be real, Mom Kellie on little sleep and still minimal caffeine since I plan to breastfeed, will be just as productive as Pregnant Kellie, and with a cute baby to distract her) I am overwhelmingly grateful that I am getting a chance to adjust to this new energy level to get an idea of what I'll really be able to handle once Baby Boy gets here this winter. God has such a neat way of preparing us for things, I did not anticipate having this sort of reality check in this season and I am so grateful for that. A 'She Reads Truth' lock screen email sent months ago has just hung with me and I continue to see how it applies in so many different areas of my life, all at once:
More than anything, as a wife, as a mom (to doggies & Baby Boy), as a teacher, as a friend, as a sister, as a daughter, as a co-worker, as a small group member, as whatever God has me being right now I want to do it well. Which leads to priorities and figuring out what really matters most in this season of our life. Now, I am super glad I have another 3 months to really dig deep and figure out where these lie. What major life changes spurred a change in priorities for you?
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